lonely year end again...

i think one of the lousiest thing to do is to spend a holiday season alone, be it hari raya or christmas, and especially if it falls near the end of the year. i guess this year i'll be spending it alone yet again, at least if no one wants to accompany me, or if everyone has others to spend their time with, leaving me with no one... oh well... it isn't the first time either. and boy do i sound so pathetic, maybe i should really do something. i think i'll go party this coming christmas and new year's eve, gotta catch up with lots of people and have some serious fun.

ok let me begin on my criticism. today i was at the gym and then i saw 4 clowns, okay maybe shouldn't call them clowns, i'll call them guys. they were apparently working rather hard to train their arm muscles, primarily their triceps. and gee they spent a damn long time on the cable pull down that it made me fume. 30 mins if i recalled correctly, what asses. probably they are trying to tear their triceps hoping they can skip national service... maybe...

oh well i really can't find things to do except for gymming and playing on my xbox 360. or maybe i could walk from here, and navigate all the way to town, go sightseeing, shopping, and then take public transport home... good idea eh...

so anyone up for a movie or outing?