very messy nowadays

i feel very uneasy nowadays, don't even know why. its just probably the stresses of having to go through my day to day life that's been bothering me. also, i don't seem to get what i want or desire, so its been a little bit of frustration here and there. thankfully the computer in my room can finally be accessed, and i can log on any time.

other than that, life now is a bore. got to escape from this sick cycle.