no need to brood, need music

somehow when i reach this dashboard page i forget what i was going to rant about. maybe give me a couple of moments...

okay done. i was thinking about this statement a couple of days back:

"i wished we/this/that (or whatever) never happened"

then i started thinking of the show "the butterfly effect" which somehow hushed the statement above. like a ripple that propagates across the surface of a water; it doesn't take anything particularly huge to be dropped to cause the ripples. then it made me think again: maybe we shouldn't wish that the past never happened (if it was bad that is), but we should be thankful that it happened because whatever goodness that lies ahead in the days to come is because of that past of yours. then again, that good thing in the future may just be your fate. and back to square one we go.

last week in camp was a rather terrible week, when tuesday came. i slept with my mp3 player running throughout the whole night, and woke up to a piece of dead gadget. i was extremely horrified because i desperately need music to operate and function as a sane human being. thus as a result, my nights became dull and sleepless. even after a can of green tea and something else i just can't seem to let the sandman cast his sleeping sparkles around. however despite sleeping at one in the morning for the past two days, i'm somewhat awake now, which means that i'll be going for a run at the beach tonight. that's something i've promised myself for a long time now.

okay. better go prep for tonight's run and leisure stroll at the beach.