brain aches

2 days to go and she'll be home. where the one that loves her awaits her arrival. desperation. and it has been so for days. more than days.

i've been having this awfully painful headache since sunday. i can't imagine i actually endure the pain for 4 days straight. i can't even walk, or get up without feeling the pain. and even moving my eyeballs feels as though the eye sockets are laced with sandpaper.

i thought it was just the pre-fever symptom. it was, a couple of days ago as a matter of fact. but no longer. maybe its cool fever. a new strain of fever that keeps your body temperature below 37. i don't know. probably its the headache talking. i also had these crazy thoughts about how the headache may actually be tumors. er well i better not think of it anymore.

on monday i went fishing. and as usual caught nothing. the feeling sucks. yeah. but you know, fishes have tiny brains, but they are not that stupid. anyways i've found ways to improve my rate of catch the next time round. i'm gonna catch some rays and cook and eat.

i'm rather displeased that these past few days hasn't been raining as often as i wanted it to. the skies are not gray and there's just too much sunlight.