sun after the rain

sunday, today, feels so much different than any other sundays. i guess it might probably be due to the air after the rain. the sun is finally up, and this is something i would usually dread, but today, i'm loving every single second of it.

come to think of it, i don't really have anything to do right now. there's plenty of things which i'm thinking of doing, like rollerblading (that's only if i'm staying by the beach, and have my blades with me), maybe cycling (again i'd rather cycle by the beach), watching a movie, hanging out in a cafe drinking coffee while enjoying a nice book (but i'm fasting) and well probably lots more of other things which i can't think of now. sunday is indeed a very relaxed day, no wait, today is such a relaxed day.

oh one thing i'd like to do is finish up my D.Gray-Man anime, up to episode 37, but then again, what am i going to do in camp if i were to finish them up? bah. i still got Claymore...

anyways lull period is such a bore. two plus weeks of slack more before the next batch of work.

randomness of the mind

there's always a strange thing. Nothing is like what it seems. i'm not too sure either. lately it has been even stranger. i began to analyse the world we live in an even greater sense of attention. every intricacy of nature, the way things work and operate, the human psyche and our interaction with the physical world... all these sounds so profound, deep, and well, something that would come out of a 16-year old. true, i must admit to this. but what's more importantly is that i'd love to open my eyes to what the world truly has beneath this gray coat of paint.

some of the thoughts that i may had have: there are 6 billion parallel earths that exist. each individual carves out his/her own image of the world, he/she is in his/her own dimension while others are mere characters. same goes for another person, and another, and another. no matter how we look at it, your world may be different from mine because we don't share the same views and opinions. in the end, we write our own story, where we want to go and what would we want to be.

life is established as priceless. and yet, we take it for granted. we squander what was given to us and make wrong turns most of the time.

that's all for now.