he waits for her for weeks, hoping she'd return quick. he checks his mails, and checks his phone, hoping she'd contact him in one way or another. unfortunately for him, she never did. what could she be doing there? painful as it seems, he endured the searing pain in his heart and swallows the lingering agony. "just be strong", he tells himself.
these few days have been such a drag. thankfully, all high key activities are over and i'm just sailing towards my next batch. however, it is such a pain not being able to have you here physically. gosh i miss those days, and now, i feel so alone.
at times like this, it is good to have a willing friend to talk to and to hang out with. i just wish it would be as simple as that. thinking of someone won't bring that person physically nearer, neither does hoping for someone to be there. i'd love to be able to call you, but i have no clue what your number is...
gee i feel so dead, so tired and mentally drained. physically exhausted and stretched to the limit. i need a long vacation, with someone, to get the mind off the stresses of everyday life, and to experience life on a different surface of the world.
argh boredom is killing me! good thing i'm going home this wednesday. and my parents will be out of the country! gosh if only you were here...
i realised that it has been weeks since i've placed anything up to be read and shared. i guess it must be the constant stresses of work and other priorities that come into play. lots of things have happened since the last time, and i must say so many things can indeed happen in such a short time.
i'm not to sure whether i should be thankful, or dread the fact that i'm back on the island when i belong. one of my friends said that it is a good thing, and well maybe i'll just listen to him and take his word for it. life on the island is somewhat relaxing at time, but can be a bore, a chore and a pain in the bum-bums when paperwork starts to bog you down. but other than that, i'd take my island life.
recently things starts to get a tad topsy turvy with people coming in and out and things just start happening without any rhyme nor reason. i can't explain why either. and the more i think of it, the more my head wants to pop open and release the thousands of yellow chicks screaming "argh! argh!".
on a separate topic, my computer is giving my lots of problems. it loves to freeze, which in turn makes me punch the computer tower. i've knocked it several times already, and well it kinda seems pretty screwed up but hey its working right now so im not complaining. i'm just pretty vexed that i'm unable to get Heroes and i'm gonna punch the computer really soon.
yesterday, i managed to catch Spiderman 3 on the movies (finally) and well was quite excited. however, my movie experience was partially ruined because of ill-disciplined children who don't know how to keep their bloody mouths shut. as much as i love kids, these kids deserved to be hanged up on a wall, with a hook to their pants. then hire some imps to poke their buttocks with sizzling hot iron rods while laughing gleefully and their crying faces. oh don't forget to bind and gag them so that they'd make little movements and little sound. but mainly i blame their irresponsible parents who don't ask the kids to shut up. if i were to scream and shout, i'd shout at those stupid parents (mothers) who don't even bother to tell their kids to keep mouths sealed. for your information, they were just watching the shows happily ignoring their kids while other movie goers were shhh-ing away. hope they trip and fall on their way home, sprain their ankles and can't walk for 3 months... wait... make that 6...
anyways, i'm like a ticking time bomb, waiting for the triggering moment to just blow up. and i'm still waiting.
