dull days

these few days have been such a drag. thankfully, all high key activities are over and i'm just sailing towards my next batch. however, it is such a pain not being able to have you here physically. gosh i miss those days, and now, i feel so alone.

at times like this, it is good to have a willing friend to talk to and to hang out with. i just wish it would be as simple as that. thinking of someone won't bring that person physically nearer, neither does hoping for someone to be there. i'd love to be able to call you, but i have no clue what your number is...

gee i feel so dead, so tired and mentally drained. physically exhausted and stretched to the limit. i need a long vacation, with someone, to get the mind off the stresses of everyday life, and to experience life on a different surface of the world.

argh boredom is killing me! good thing i'm going home this wednesday. and my parents will be out of the country! gosh if only you were here...